I don’t want to do anything but sit at home be mad for a bit then drink to feel nothing. Or just sleep all day, now I feel like crying WTF is with today. I need to smoke and go for a walk. I wish I was one of those people who can just push everything to the back of their minds and move on. But it’s not that easy for me. I just need to chill out and give everything time.
I would still love you when your no longer young and beautiful, that’s what the problem is.
One day I won’t feel my heart anymore.
I want to sit by the water with my eyes closed. I need to just relax my body and mind.
I should have went to the gym anyway.
I feel like there is a part of me missing and because of that missing piece I am never good enough for anyone. And yes it’s one of those days just not feeling myself right now. I am broken.
I really just want a hug. :(